Love All, Judge Nothing: A touch on negating karma

The challenge, and gift, of the Tesla Metamorphosis practitioner is to judge nothing…extending their loving heart to all…even the most unlovable (in self and others). Here is where a radical shift in consciousness can take place…raising our vibration and causing us to take on a higher frequency, or, state of awareness/consciousness. The lightness of being that can be felt when one chooses to do this is remarkably liberating. This may be a task we all need to do, to enable ourselves to move out of the quandary we have been in for so long.

(In steps a voice of doubt)….

How could I not judge all the bad stuff? How could I forgive, and ‘be’ forgiven for all the wrongs that have been committed?  We need to be punished! We don’t deserve the privilege of not being held accountable.

Here might be where we get stuck.  If only we could ‘see’ (have a birds eye view) of the cause of things…the natural course of events which lead up to things happening…things said…things done; “Ah, yes”…we might think…”Now I can understand why that happened! It wasn’t ‘because’ of me, it was because of …..” Knowing there is rhyme and reason to things, we wouldn’t need to take things personally; we wouldn’t need to accept the burden of being solely responsible (or making others solely responsible) for all the “bad” stuff. We are not sole perpetrators…we are participants…acting from a natural instinct and drive to do so. Are we going to blame ourselves, or others, for having been unconscious players?  When we don’t realise the karmic wheel we are stuck on – the cause and effect nature of the natural world – well, we continue the motions, the “eye for an eye” thing. When we finally see, and realise, this automatic pilot cycle we are stuck on, we can begin to imagine a way out of it; and so glad will be our heart. A great teacher taught us to ‘turn the other cheek’. Being no impractical suggestion, this was a practical ‘instruction’ on how to negate this perpetuating karmic cycle…how to neutralise it affects.

Back to the part about forgiving self; once we realise the cycle we are trapped in, we can slowly (or quickly) begin to develop mercy and compassion for ourselves. Recognizing our own mishaps of judgment and action in others will allow us to begin to have mercy and compassion for ourselves.  We will be able to give mercy; and, you know how it goes….what you ‘give’ you shall receive.

(Voice of doubt queries)….  Is there punishment in ‘knowing’ these things, but not ‘acting’ on them? (i.e. By continuing to act badly, do we compound our ability to forgive ourselves?)

Just know this is a very tough and stubborn ‘skin’ we are trying to shed…our old habits; and let us not put ourselves down for occasionally slipping up. Instead, know this is a hard task, and expect to occasionally fall backwards. But, let us persevere…let us ‘carry our crosses’, and, keep our heads pointed in the direction we want to go.

Afterthought:

When tempted to become angry (for example), rather than slipping into the whole drama and fiasco of it (and ultimate guilt/karma) reason with yourself – ask: ‘why’ am I feeling angry?  Bring awareness to the situation – minus any need to judge it – remembering it is a natural response…an ‘effect’ of a cause…an equal and opposite reaction to a thing.  Light on the situation allows you navigate through it. You can decide…”O.k., where ‘do’ I want to go with this? Actually, I don’t ‘want’ to be angry; so, I will let it go”.

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Wallow in The Mire…or Not

A diary entry to work out feelings of irritation turned into another relieving insight…

Please note: My writing is based on my own research; creative contemplation’s; and intuitive reasoning. Although I may write with a certain conviction, I do not claim to know or present fact, or truth.

Diary Entry – Saturday DEC 16 2017

For some reason I am feeling agitated.  I feel like all the “bad stuff”- bad ‘feelings’- are concentrated.  I am feeling like a ‘hypocrite’ for offering Distant ‘Healing’ to others. Why am I feeling this way? (A voice of reason responded)…

Because, I tell you Tracy… not one day will go by when I don’t find a way to show you that I care about your welfare.  You drain and moan – all the while ‘knowing’, deep down in your heart, that I really do care. You need to show it to the world.  I can’t make you stop this moaning – I can show you the way… to mercy. I show you mercy – I give you mercy –please, give this to others.

I feel, ‘surely’ I am evil, and guilty, for such behavior –such irritable, angry behavior.

You will feel – always – what you feel. (Your experience will always be what you feel it is)

‘Am’ I guilty…guilty for wallowing in the mire? Guilty for indulging in irritable displays of emotion?  ‘Why’ do I have such a need to express the irritation? (Voice of reason continues to respond)…

Because you don’t see reason –you only feel emotion –and, your emotions are fueled by fire!  Redirect them into positive cause.  ‘Give’ and you will receive…  The amount you measure out is the amount you will be given back.

I need healing, God.  Will I…

You get what you give! (Answered before I could finish the question)

I was going to ask: Will ‘I’ receive healing by helping others in their healing?

Stand up straight – look up and feel the connection with your spirit –with God/Source.  Do it on purposeLift ‘yourself’ out of the mire!  Behold – I AM God.

(ego self begins speculating…’I’ am God!?)

No! Not the ‘ego’ – but, the “essence” – the “conscious awareness” – the consciousness ‘in me’….is “God”.  That One Blanket of Truth – that Blanket of ‘Awareness’ which covers/spans the universe…is ‘God’.

My individual self…my ‘body’ is part of that Truth?

It is an ‘expression’ of the activity of that truth –within Itself.

‘Is’ it that ‘Truth’, or ‘God’?  Is the ‘expression’ (i.e. the ‘results’ of creative thinking – the “things” created by thought –our bodies included)?  Are the “things” of creation, ‘automatons’ (i.e. soulless ‘machines’)?  (A voice cuts in)…

Created ‘with’ the Truth – ‘with’ Awareness – but, not sole dwelling places ‘for’ that Truth/God.

Does ‘awareness’/’God’ dwell in ALL things?

‘Sunspots’ (came to mind) –aspects of creation where God no longer dwells; for strife has taken over.

The “things” became trapped in the mechanics of the natural laws of cause and effect.  The natural laws of cause and effect keep “things” in motion; while God –who created them – amusingly sits back and watches the automaton circus play itself out.  But, God watches attentively – for, God Himself/Herself/Itself, is partly trapped in it –part of God’s Own Awareness is trapped in the dream circus of creation.  Sunspots i.e. holes in God’s awareness of Itself* [speculatative thought]

So, expecting ‘God’ to come down and “fix” everything is like waiting for yourself to come and get ‘yourself’ out of bed.  Only you can do this…willingly.

Oh yeah… but, there is this great thing called ‘equilibrium’; i.e. God’s natural barometer of Itself.  This will even things out –with or without God’s full Awareness.  Is the ultimate goal to find balance/harmony without the need to press the mechanical reset button?

By sheer Awareness, and, Understanding, of One’s Self – not caught in traps…’snares’ of guilt…desire…fear etc; but, by sheer knowledge of One’s Self to be the full Expression of Love (?!)

To delight in the expression of ‘loving joy’ and freedom of creation; with full Awareness of one’s self.

That, too, would get a bit boring after some eons of time. Then, would it be back to ‘strife’ and ‘chaos’, and ‘forgetfulness’ of one’s self…’again’; only to eventually rediscover it –in a moment of ecstatic joy –bursting forth – ‘again’ – as Infinite Creators of Our Universe (?!)

PS This is why I value journaling so much. I started his diary entry feeling burdened by feelings of agitation – and ended it feeling like I have regained some breathing space.  Amen.

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Following on from yesterday’s diary entry – as the spirit of strife (and guilt) continued to dig its claws into me – triggered by a sense of remorse for past actions…

Sunday December 17 2017

It ‘happened’.  I cannot wallow in the mire for ever. I could if I choose to, though.  The strife happened!  I cannot change that fact; though, I can change the thoughts surrounding that memory.

Self-condemnation for Eternity?

‘God’…do You want me to condemn myself for ‘eternity’? (Is this ‘God’, asking ‘God’, what ‘God’ would do!?)  Or, is it the ‘flesh Being’ condemning itself? God dwells within this, though. God dwells in the flesh Being.

Is God’s Awareness trapped’ – ‘deformed’‘distorted’, ‘by’ the flesh Being (i.e. by “us”)?

Can God’s Awareness ‘be’ distorted?  It is ‘God’ after all (!?)

> The resonant field of fear is SO STRONG on Earth, that it keeps part of God’s Awareness held/trapped within it (!?)

Am I to be punished for upsetting my mum? (I did so, because ‘she’ upset ‘me’…(ego cries out)!

Can’ I forgive myself? ‘Will’ I? Willing – Will ‘I’ forgive ‘me’? Clouds ‘cloud’ my thinking – make it hard to see, and understand. Will it always be this way?

“STRIFE ON FIRE, KEEPS US BOGGED IN THE MIRE”.

Addicted to strife, are we? Addicted to anger? “Why”?

…Allows us to ‘let off steam’! Tension building up stresses us.

“Why” so much ‘tension’?

Anger over our ‘predicament’…angry at someone ELSE for ‘OUR’ predicament?

Anger at someone ‘else’, is this the only ‘way’ we know how to not face “the blame”!??

The ‘blame’ for THE WAY THINGS ARE.

Hell! Who would ‘want’ to take the blame? Kerfuffle! We are in our own Kerfuffle! ‘Surely’ there is a “God” ‘up there’, who is responsible for ALL THIS – who we can ‘blame’!?

Aargh!! (Frustration that WE should finally realize)…“We” are the Creators – the Doers – the Movers – and Shakers! “We” are responsible for it all.

…It “All”?

“We” are all the ONE Being, (appearing to be) divided into MANY parts. The Blanket “exploded”- still all pieces of the ONE Blanket!

The Consciousness – the Awareness – the holographic ‘pieces’ – of the One Whole Being…we are!  ‘Too’ enthusiastic?  Tell me it’s not true.  Yes, ‘others’ have said it – I am not making out like ‘I’ am the discoverer of it. I am one of the parts ‘realizing’ it!  If one can –all must be able to.  Are you ‘tuned in’ to receive it?

Ask, and you shall receive;

Seek, and you fill find;

Knock, and the door will be opened to you.

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Keys To ‘Ascend’

 

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This affirmation came to me when I was finding it hard to feel ‘love’ for a person who challenges me. Realizing that holding ‘grudges’ will only set me back – keep me ‘bound’ in the vicious cycle of the ‘eye for an eye’ law of the natural world – I decided I need to radically embrace this person whom I feel challenged by.

Defying your natural instinct to react badly to someone who may be “pushing your buttons” is really a ‘radical’ thing to do; but, once you do it – and get yourself off the vicious cycle – you might find that you will be glad you did. I was.

If we were to undergo a ‘rapture’ – or, an event which would determine our spiritual destiny – holding on to grudges; having ill thoughts towards another; being unforgiving towards others AND self; where would that leave us? In what state of being…state of ‘awareness’, will we end up?  The light “freedom” of lovinghealing…’forgiveness’ – or, the heavyburdened…’halls of hell’ (being a state of mind)?

I know what I would prefer; but, will I be willing to let go of all the crap … I should!

*’Sister’ and ‘brother’ refers to ALL OTHER FELLOW HUMAN BEINGS – not only ‘blood’ relatives.

Shift the strife and ‘raise your vibration’

Strife, it seems, is inevitable. Perhaps the only way to overcome it is to accept it is there…in us. We perpetuate it; we are burdened by it; we disown it in ourselves…(who wants to be the ‘villain’ anyway?!) I, personally, am coming to terms with it within myself. The constant ‘fear led’ angry reactions – which keep me bound in cycles of fear; anger; guilt; and regret – only lead to self-imposed imprisonment, where I/we deny any ‘good’ things coming our way – we don’t deserve them after all!

I am beginning to see a way ‘out’ of this cycle. Through unconditional love and acceptance of all things just as they are. No, I don’t mean being complacent; I mean, judging not; and, purely by accepting that it is this way for a reason; and, we are caught in a cause and effect experience…a ‘tit-for-tat’ automatic responsive  experience.

Now, when strife arises, I am beginning to stop myself in my tracks, and simply ‘notice’ where I am feeling it in my body, or, ’field of awareness’. I notice it feels low and heavy; I notice where it ‘wants to take me’ – to an angry outburst. Well, I have news for it! I am choosing a new way. By deciding not to ‘react’, and instead, raising my awareness, on purpose, to the area just above my head; the area where my thoughts are ‘closer to God’.

(My voice of reason speaking to me this morning)…

Moving forward in Love is…(might be)…the only way out; out of the strife; the ‘snare’ of the strife.

Acceptance of the strife is the necessary ingredient in relinquishing it (?!) Or…

Acceptance that there ‘is’ strife, is the key! (Yes! That feels better).

Knowing there ‘is’ strife, and understanding that it ‘will’ occasionally pop up; but, when it does, recognizing it for what it is, and shutting down the automatic responses in favour of an all-embracing loving ‘awareness’ of it. Not judging it as ‘good’ or ‘bad’…it ‘is’ what it ‘is’…nothing more, nothing less.

This attitude/response to strife will change the vibrational frequency of your being, giving you a lightness where your heart soon opens up and begins spreading out in all directions – where once you would retract into a hardened ball of fear.  This spreading out of your heart ‘wings’ will begin to affect others, who may once have only known one response to strife…that of judging; blame; anger; and shrinking fear.  As more bodies pick up this new (‘rediscovered’) frequency (“vibe”), a greater illumination/’lightness’ of being will being to occur.

Practice this! ‘Expect’ to “fall off the bike” every now and then while learning this new ‘thing’, but, get back on the bike, as would a child, and learn how to ride it.

When strife is overtaking you, try this simple exercise…

  1. Acknowledge the feeling, without judging it or yourself; understanding that there is a reason for it. E.g. “Ok, I am feeling anger right now”.
  2. Accept that strife ‘does’ exist, but, I can now ‘choose’ how to respond to it.
  3. Notice ‘where’ in your body, or awareness, you are feeling this. E.g. a trembling gut; quivering hands; pulsing veins; etc.
  4. Now, rather than letting yourself fall into the “same old trap” of strife/anger reactions, simply ‘decide’ not to, and draw your awareness upwards…towards ‘God’…physically standing up straight with your face, and mind, looking ‘up’. This immediately ‘lightens’ you, causing your mind to begin vibrating at the level of crown chakra – a place where God can more easily reach you, because you are choosing to meet Him there.

Sound too simple? Perhaps “raising our vibration/awareness/frequency” is simply a matter of choosing to.

Closing thought:

The strife you can forgive in others is the strife you are willing to forgive in yourself.

Re: ‘Lessons to Self’

Everything I write comes from my own voice of reason, speaking to me, telling me ‘how it is’. I share this, not because I claim it as any type of “truth”, but, because, as it helps ‘me’ through my own trials, maybe it can help someone else too.

DAISY